Wow, Christmas comes and goes that fast, huh.
Well, now awaiting the oncoming new year. 2011.
I have to say, time really flies, whether you like it or not. And it will wait for no one.
I have yet to start listing down my new year's resolutions. Will try to do so soon. >.<

Nowadays, I tend to talk to myself a lot, especially at work. Haha. You can say that I'm grumbling to myself.
Can't stand all those customers asking me ridiculous questions and requests.
And one more thing, I'm a cashier, not a walking directory, alright?
When you ask me a direction to a place that I myself have not heard of, I kindly answered that I wasn't sure and pointed you to the concierge where you may present your inquiries.
And what was your reaction? The rolling of the eyes, unhappy faces.
I think a simple 'thank you' would suffice, right?
Hello, would you like it if I gave you an anyhow direction?
Lets see how you'll like it when you'll get lost. And then you'll come back and blame me. -__-

Right now, I'm so feeling excluded, please don't ask me why.
And feeling kind of lonely right now too. Haha.
Should I watch some funny videos to cheer myself up? Maybe I should.
And get this weird feelings off me.

Today is Wednesday and I am super bored at home. Can't go shopping as I'm flat broke, and waiting for my pay to come in.
And thus here I am, sitting in front of my laptop and staring at it, thinking of what I can do other than watching dramas, facebooking, or doing my school assignments.
As I sit and stared, my mind wondered for a moment. Wondered to those times when my black cat was still with us. Bel was his name.

I finally changed my blogskin after a long time contemplating and searching for a new blogskin. Decided to just go with a simple blogskin design, with minimal colours. I have no mood for colourful stuffs at the moment.

And I have been slacking these past few days.
Other than work and school work, there's not much thing left for me to do.
I got rid of the huge pile of mess in my room, and I'm proud of it. Lol. But I admit that the room is much more spacious now, and I don't stumble over things anymore.

Went jogging this morning. Managed to jog n brisk walk for an estimated distance of 5.4km. I really prefer to jog when the sun has not risen up yet. Its more cooling. Gonna keep training till I can at least jog non-stop for 1km. At least. Haha.

So Christmas is just around the corner, and I'm sure there will be more customers coming in and out from my workplace, doing last minute shopping and such.
I will be working on the day of the holiday itself, but why put me at the B4 Atrium???
Will surely be congested, and furthermore, I'm the only cashier in the evening. I hope I'll survive.

I finally went for a jog this morning. Wooohooo! Gonna start jogging everyday if possible, to make it a routine. Wanna try and lose some weight that I've put on since secondary school. I have not been physically active since I quit JC, but I'm gonna try to train myself so I can run again like last time. Not to say that I'm a good runner, its the opposite really, but I want to feel fit and healthy. Who doesn't right? So all the best to me, must persevere and never give up!! =))

Why do I always feel so out of sorts these days? And I get annoyed really easily too. I'm always trying to find ways to keep my mind occupied and not to dwell on the matter any longer. I tried, but its hard. Something is embedded in my heart and I wish to shout it out loud so the whole world knows my emotions, my thoughts, my worries and concern but I'll guess I'll just hide them within me for the time being. How I wish I could be more outspoken since I've always been the quiet type of person. I may be smiling and laughing out loud, but deep inside, I might be hurting and crying. Gosh, I sound so depressed. I assure you that I am not, I know better than to be all depressed and feeling useless, I just need someplace to unburden all my stress.

School's out for a few weeks, but I'll guess this short vacation will be spent on me working, and not to mention completing my school assignments. So I guess I'll have my hands full. Alright, for now, I want to sit back and relax and continue with the korean drama that I've neglected these weeks. Chalja~~~