Just came back home from Vivo City, took tons of pictures and the photo above is one of my favorites. Hehe. I love walking around the roof garden, and stare out to the sea, or just at the clouds, in fact. I have no idea why but I totally enjoy staring at the clouds. I feel that the clouds are kind of amazing and very beautiful, and I will find myself lost in wonderment of it. Well, I really love nature and being anywhere near it makes me feel very calm and at peace.
Alright, back to my project and lots of brainstorming to do. Till then!
Time for me to complain again. Yay. Alright here's my first complain of the day. To those who always rush into the train when the doors open, HAVE YOU NO BRAIN?!! Can't you at least let us alight first before you ambush?? It will be soooo much faster and less messier if you just do that. And nobody will get stuck at the door, pushing past each other to get out or to get in. Saves time and there will be less pissed off people, including me. I wish they'd do that, seriously.
First complaint done, here comes the next one. Sometimes I feel so much older than my real age. Looks older too. I dun feel all that youthful, since I dun really get to do those activities people my age would do. Like.....going out with my friends as much as I can. I would like to do that very much. I want to be independent, but being cooped up at home won't allow me to be so. Being at home so much will definitely get me sooo much fatter, no matter how much I try to exercise to stay in shape. Sorry, if you are reading this, please just bear with my complains and whining. I just need a place to put my thoughts and emotions into. I really want to speak out, but am afraid you would just rebut me with all the reasonings that you have and leave me with nothing else to say. People ask how I could stand this but what can I do? Run away from home? You may do that but I know better than to do that. They did so much for me, and will running away solve anything? I dun think so. Of cos I feel pressurized and at times I get jealous of my friends who get that freedom to do as they like. What else can I do than to just continue my life as it is and hope the freedom I get will increase gradually. Hmmm, so I guess this is everything to do with freedom?
Alright that's enough of my whining. I need a life plan, man.
Gangs are still present in Singapore?? Gosh, it feels sooo outdated. I thought gangs are already way in the past. I still remember when I was in secondary sch and there will be speakers and policemen coming to the school to give us talks about these gangs and gangsters. I mean, its alright to have gangs, where friends gather together to hang out and such, but I don't get why they resort to violence, and attacking random people. I know that those whom they called themselves gangsters mostly joined the gangs to get away from the problems they are facing, or to feel a sense of belonging and what else, but I'm sure there are tons of other ways other than getting violent. And hurting others is just wrong. Don't they even feel a little bit guilty? If they want attention, or let's say, respect from the society, they could do much better than being violent gangsters who only do negative things to get that attention. And you will not be respected for hurting others or doing bad stuffs. Definitely not. Why not, with all the time you have, do something good and make the society be aware of your good deeds, rather than the bad ones, and find your worth from there. Am I making sense of all this? I may not be right, but this is exactly what I feel. Let people see you with clean eyes rather than wary ones. It will be so much better, for you, and for everyone else. And people will respect you for who you are and not the you who follows a gang to do bad stuffs.
Alright enough of the gang stuffs. Its giving me a headache for no apparent reason. Lets talk about me and what's been happening in my life. Haha. Right, so far, school has been stressing as usual, and I have a presentation this coming Monday. Gosh, that's another headache for me. I'm the first person to present for this critique session......and I have no idea what I have or going to say. Sigh, well I just have to try. I know I'm going to be shoot at by the tutors so I shall prepare myself for it.
Hmm, other than school, there's not much that happen to me. Wait, there's some incidents that can't seem to remove themselves from my head. One was a week ago, while I was on my way home from work, and it was raining. I had to buy an umbrella from NTUC. And halfway away from home, there was this sudden strong wind, so strong that it almost took my umbrella away with it and I had to hold on with both hands. And in the end I had to walk the rest of the way under the rain as the umbrella wouldn't go back to its original shape, it was totally inverted. I was even laughing as I walked as fast as I could under the rain. Hahaha!!! The umbrella is still inverted even till now. There is no way I could find to get it back to its original shape. Oh well. But this incident is still embarrassing to me!! Haha.
And to this one person, I have to say I miss you lots and lots and lots. Just so you know. Wish we could hang out and have lots of enjoyable moments together, like we used to. =))))
I would like to wish Happy Deepavali to all those who's celebrating this festive occasion. Hope you will enjoy the holiday, and spend time with your loved ones. =D
I think its been almost a month since I logged in to this blog of mine. Many many many things have happened since my last post but it might be best not for me to retell all the details. Happy things happen, stressful things happened too. It might be a balance of the two, or it might not. The happy things that happened I wished they would last forever, but I know that's just too much to ask for. So I am grateful for what I have right now, and would not ask for more.
As for sch, this whole week a wire workshop was conducted in our studio, as a relaxation week for us, which now, I can say, is definitely not. We are required to create a creature of at least two animals and to use the wire to construct the sculpture. Seriously, how much can you do in less than 3 days? Not much, obviously. Plus we still have our FYP things to complete. Yeah, thinking about FYP, I am in deep %&*#. Sorry, cannot say that out loud, for I am trying my best not to say vulgar things. Haha. Okay, back to the wire workshop. I decided to combine a panda and a butterfly. I know, how can a heavy bear fly, rite? Haha!! There's no crime in creating a creature from 2 of my favourite animals, right? Its my right to decide. Hehe. So below is a picture of my sculpture. Though its not yet completed, but I've already built up the structure, the bear and the wings. BUT!! It has missing hands!! Hahaha, sorry couldn't get to it on time.
And finally, below are some pics that are taken at my workplace, when I came over to wait for my sister who was finishing her shift. As crazy as she can be, she likes to wear the halloween masks so much tt I took photos with her, Lol. Below are some of the pics.
And the photo below is of me and Mabel, our checkout supervisor, posing at the new store's dining set which is just outside our store.
Okay, I think I've written lots for this post, so gonna shut off for now, since its already way past midnight. And before my father opens his mouth to tell me to shut off. Hehe, goodnight everyone, and enjoy the long weekend!!
