New year is just a few days away and it will be 2009.
Time just past you by so fast you can hardly have time to breath.
Well, ok, that's exaggerating, but I hope you understand what I mean.
I really think the time is running too fast. And before I know it, I'll be an old woman.
Sigh, I wish I was back in Secondary four. I really miss those days. It was the best.
All I can do right now is move on and try my hardest for the best in everything I do.
And try not to duel in the past. Is that the right word? Duel, I mean? Haha, I tell you, I've been neglecting my English and I think it's getting worse.
Oh well, what can I do except to practice? Like being back in Sec 4 where we have to practice our oral. Ugh, just hate it. And I've got something to confess. I wasn't actually practising the oral, but talking about something totally unrelated. Haha, that was fun.
Miss all my friends too. There's so much memories....
Tuesday
Wednesday
My vision keeps clouding over and over again, and tear drips down my eyes like rain drops.
I did get my hopes up too high.
And now I'm in grief. Earlier this morning, my cat who has been sick for more than a month had finally let go. He's dead.
I didn't even get to see for one more time.
But somehow, I'm relieved, relieved that he can now be free. Free from his sufferings, and free to wander wherever he wants.
I hope he's happy right now. And even though he's no longer with us, he will still remain in our hearts, forever. We loved him, he was a part of our family.
Please be happy wherever you are.
I did get my hopes up too high.
And now I'm in grief. Earlier this morning, my cat who has been sick for more than a month had finally let go. He's dead.
I didn't even get to see for one more time.
But somehow, I'm relieved, relieved that he can now be free. Free from his sufferings, and free to wander wherever he wants.
I hope he's happy right now. And even though he's no longer with us, he will still remain in our hearts, forever. We loved him, he was a part of our family.
Please be happy wherever you are.
Monday
I feel a little better now.
My cat's recovering.
My cat's recovering.
Saturday
I'm terribly sad right now.
Even as i'm typing this, I'm crying quietly.
My heart hurts. It hurts me to see my cat so ill.
Yes, my cat, the black one, is critically ill.
I wished we have some money so we can send him to the vet to treat him, but unfortunately, we are all broke.
I have no idea what's wrong with him.
He's so skinny now, unlike last time, when he was so fat and healthy.
He doesn't want to eat, his walk is very unstable, and it looks like as if he wants to hide himself.
I'm breaking up again. Oh God.
Please please make him better.
Or worse comes to worse just let him go in peace.
Don't make him suffer anymore. I can't take it, seeing him like that.
Please God.
Even as i'm typing this, I'm crying quietly.
My heart hurts. It hurts me to see my cat so ill.
Yes, my cat, the black one, is critically ill.
I wished we have some money so we can send him to the vet to treat him, but unfortunately, we are all broke.
I have no idea what's wrong with him.
He's so skinny now, unlike last time, when he was so fat and healthy.
He doesn't want to eat, his walk is very unstable, and it looks like as if he wants to hide himself.
I'm breaking up again. Oh God.
Please please make him better.
Or worse comes to worse just let him go in peace.
Don't make him suffer anymore. I can't take it, seeing him like that.
Please God.
Sunday
As you all know I am a drama addict. And I found a new korean drama which took me a few days to watch the whole series. I suppose it took me only two days, I guess. The drama is called 'Couple Or Trouble', and it consists of 16 episodes altogether.
Well, this drama is very interesting to watch. Hilarious too. That's why I got hooked real fast and watch 8 episodes a day. And now my eyes hurt like hell. Just hope that I dun need to change my specs again.
Anyway, back to the drama I was talking about. There're lots of touching and sad scenes as well. I dunno how many times I cried and how many tissues I've wasted. In overall, I would recommend this drama to all those bored people in need of some entertainment.
Below are the main cast of this drama.
The female protagonist. Her character is Jo Anna, a @%&* rich lady who has very sharp eyes, very bossy, very unfriendly. In an unexpected event, she lost her memories due to amnesia. Love her acting. Real pretty too. Her real name's Han Ye Seul. She was born and raised in California, by the way.
The female protagonist. Her character is Jo Anna, a @%&* rich lady who has very sharp eyes, very bossy, very unfriendly. In an unexpected event, she lost her memories due to amnesia. Love her acting. Real pretty too. Her real name's Han Ye Seul. She was born and raised in California, by the way.
The male protagonist, named Jang Chul Soo as in the drama. A kind-hearted, hardworking guy who lived to raised his three nephews. Pretty handsome. But my heart's not wavering. Haha. His real name is Oh Ji Ho. You can say he's a hunk.
He plays as Anna's cowardly husband, Billy. I dun want to reveal too many details, do, if you want to know more, you gotta watch this drama urself. Anyway, I think he's actually a good guy (in the drama itself, in real life, that I dunno) but he can't stand his wife. I can understand and sympathise with him. No one wants to have a wife like her. You'll be living in hell, I tell ya. Ok. His real name is Kim Sung Min, if you want to know.
Last but not least in this lady here. She plays as Jang Chul Soo's ex-girlfriend who still has feelings for him. At first I thought she was a real nice lady, but later onwards I had a feeling she's not an honest person, and I was damn right. Dun like her character, oh yeah. Shoo, get away. Haha. And her real name's Park Han Byul. I think she's pretty too. And cute.
Ok well, that's it for today. I'm finished here. So I'm signing off for the day!
Thursday
Annoying annoying annoying. And so noisy.
I feel so annoyed right now.
Hey, I'm right here, can't you see me?
What am I, a wall?
Well, I feel like one anyway.
Oh dear, I can't be bothered anymore.
Just go away. Shoo.
suppressing my emotions, like always...
Sunday
I'm at an emo period right now, which kinds of baffles me, I guess. 
Since a few days ago, I've been listening to certain songs from these two bands:
Yeah...Paramore and Evanescence. I like Decode by Paramore and Sweet Sacrifice by Evanescence. Uh huh, I'm hooked on that two songs, that keeps playing over and over again in my head. haha.
Anyway, I think Paramore is great. Their live performance is superb too. The vocal, Hayley, whoa, her voice is amazing man. Really. Her live singing is exactly the same as the recording, better in fact. A round of applause for her.
Alright, I'm stopping here. I'm gonna continue my game right now. So, see ya.
Saturday
Since this year, I've been visiting the hospital numerous times.
The first few was when Mami got admitted, and when I actually got to ride an ambulance. Now, it was Mama's turn. She got admitted yesterday night and will only be discharged on Monday or Tuesday.
So me and my sister, Aton, visited her earlier today at around 3 plus in the afternoon. However, there was this certain someone whom we would not like to see, was there as well. But there was nothing that we could do. We can't just ask that person to get lost, can we? And so we had to bear it.
As time goes by, more relatives came. Haha, we made an excuse to go to the toilet, but in reality, we went downstairs, walked around, and finally bought something at the foodcourt to eat.
You won't be able to understand how we feel among those people. Though they are my family, but the feelings are totally different. I myself have difficulties explaining it. So, let's just leave it at that, ok?
We finally went back upstairs after a round of Milo ice-cream bought from 7-eleven. Yum-yum, love ice-cream!!
We stayed for another half an hour before we finally took off, before the awkwardness between us and them grow stronger. Better for us to be gone from there. This little thing does not include my immediate family who was there.
So, Mama, please get well soon. And PLEASE......take care of your health, ok? Though I may not be seeing you everyday, in fact, we hardly see each other, but nevertheless, you are my mother and I will always want my mum to be healthy and happy. So, get well soon!!
To that someone who thinks she knows everything...I will say this. Who do you think you are? Stop being a know-it-all. It gets on my nerves. A LOT. You don't even know us at all. So PLEASE, just zip it.
The first few was when Mami got admitted, and when I actually got to ride an ambulance. Now, it was Mama's turn. She got admitted yesterday night and will only be discharged on Monday or Tuesday.
So me and my sister, Aton, visited her earlier today at around 3 plus in the afternoon. However, there was this certain someone whom we would not like to see, was there as well. But there was nothing that we could do. We can't just ask that person to get lost, can we? And so we had to bear it.
As time goes by, more relatives came. Haha, we made an excuse to go to the toilet, but in reality, we went downstairs, walked around, and finally bought something at the foodcourt to eat.
You won't be able to understand how we feel among those people. Though they are my family, but the feelings are totally different. I myself have difficulties explaining it. So, let's just leave it at that, ok?
We finally went back upstairs after a round of Milo ice-cream bought from 7-eleven. Yum-yum, love ice-cream!!
We stayed for another half an hour before we finally took off, before the awkwardness between us and them grow stronger. Better for us to be gone from there. This little thing does not include my immediate family who was there.
So, Mama, please get well soon. And PLEASE......take care of your health, ok? Though I may not be seeing you everyday, in fact, we hardly see each other, but nevertheless, you are my mother and I will always want my mum to be healthy and happy. So, get well soon!!
To that someone who thinks she knows everything...I will say this. Who do you think you are? Stop being a know-it-all. It gets on my nerves. A LOT. You don't even know us at all. So PLEASE, just zip it.
Friday
Congrats to Elaine!!! She's my tutor and lecturer in school, by the way.She looks really happy and beautiful, and I wish her all the best in her marriage.
This is the first time I went to a Christian wedding, so I was excited.
And got to eat food. Yay!!
But there's one thing I regret. That is, wearing the high-heels.
You won't believe the blisters that formed on my toes. Gosh, really painful.
Right, I dunno what to write anymore.
I'm gonna search for more dramas to watch.
Bye!
Tuesday
Hoooo....finally...a weight has been lifted off my back.
Yeah, my group's critique is over.
I am so relieved, the stress that's been building inside my brain has dissipate altogether. It's like as if my mind has cleared up suddenly and I feel so free. It's a wonderful feeling.....hahaha.
Ok, to tell the truth, this time around, the critique is better than last term's. At least the negative comments I received is at a minimum. That's why I'm not complaining much, am I ? Hahahaha.......
Alright, I'm gonna slack off some for now. Wanna catch up with my reading. Yeah, my favourite hobby!! I'm coming back to you, darling!!! Wait for me!!!
Yeah, my group's critique is over.
I am so relieved, the stress that's been building inside my brain has dissipate altogether. It's like as if my mind has cleared up suddenly and I feel so free. It's a wonderful feeling.....hahaha.
Ok, to tell the truth, this time around, the critique is better than last term's. At least the negative comments I received is at a minimum. That's why I'm not complaining much, am I ? Hahahaha.......
Alright, I'm gonna slack off some for now. Wanna catch up with my reading. Yeah, my favourite hobby!! I'm coming back to you, darling!!! Wait for me!!!
