Story-of-my-life

Wednesday

It's scary right now. Though its not raining that heavily but there are a lot of thunders. Can you believe it? I'm actually scared of the thunders right now. The sounds the thunders make just make my heart beats a little abnormally, and not in a good way. Too much thunder, I think. And not to mention the lightning as well. Brrrr.......gives me the chills and the creeps.

Sunday

Finally I'm able to relax and not think of any submissions.
All projects are done and handed it, I'll just hope that I will be able tp pass their requirements. And this coming wednesday, we have to collect back every single project or assignment that we've done, including sem's 1 works. Gosh, that's a lot, not to mention the shophouse model that I've done, 2 of them in fact, are humongous. How the heck am I supposed to surry all of that back home?? It's not like as if the school is near to my home. Still need to walk all the way to the MRT, take the train to outram then change to purple line, drop off at Buangkok then walk down the hill. Oh man. I've got a headache just thinking about it.

Since its been some time since I've known them, it seems I'm finally figuring out their true colours. Oh yeah, and its pissing me off big time. Nope, not gonna say anything more than that, that's for sure. They don't realise their mistakes.....should I make them realise it? Urgh, why must it be like this?? They use me when they need me, then throw me away when I'm not needed. Is it like that? God, I really really hope that's not the case. My existance is not some futile thing for people to use. I live by my own principles, and I will not be used or taken advantage of. I won't say that this had happen to me before, so this is a warning.

Tuesday

Whoa, what stress I've been through.
I've had a few sleeless nights trying to finish up my project. When I say sleepless, it really means sleepless. This term has been a little too hard on me.Totally different than last term.
Ok, that's over, by the way. I've just had my critique session today....er....not gonna disclose any details about it. Let it be a secret, shall it? Only to you. Wahahahaha..... But I'll just hope that I will be able to pass and move on to year 2.
Really feel like lying down and take a nap, but it already almost dusk so I'll just wait - I'll force my eyes open until it is the right time to sleep.
Can't wait for the upcoming holidays. Please come soon.