Wahhhh!!! Each day goes by....and everyday is the same....
Nothing new......so boring.......
Well, I found out that my PC rental charge waiver has been approved and it is 100 % waived!!!
Hurray!!! That means I don't need to ask my father for more money!!
Ohhhh....I'm so glad, I'm so glad.
Phew!!!
So I guess I'll be visiting SP again today.
But yay....I can get my laptop!!!
Ok, I wanna watch some korean dramas right now...
Nowadays, I'm addicted to KD....dunno why....
So I'm stopping now.....
BYE!!
I'm feeling all lazy and sleepy today.
I was reading my book on the sofa at 8:30 am and I fell asleep all the way till 10:30.
Wahhh!!! 2hrs!!!! Nevermind, still I'm feeling a bit refreshed.
I'm going for an interview today, again.
Actually yesterday I was supposed to go for the training, for the promoter position.
But I chickened out at the last minute.
It was also due to the fact that the job has no basic pay, but are based on commision.
Don't really like it, huh huh.
What if I couldn't even sell one on that day??
It would only waste my time and effort, not to mention money.
I'm really particular about money these days.
Have to really stinge.......is there such a word?? Haha, dunno, dun care.
And I'm putting on weight. I can feel it.
I feel so disgusted!!! And I feel so bloated!!
Hahaha....still complaining, I guess.
Whatever, my mission for now is to find a job.
So, I guess I'll stop now.
Gonna get dressed real soon.
So see ya on the next post.
Oh Man!! I'm sooooo......damn........tired.......
Been very very busy.......getting ready for poly and all that.
And still searching for a job, to no avail.
Arrrrggghhhhhhh!!!!!!
Yesterday went to SP for the third time, to hand in my pc rental application form.
God, why is the office so far away??
Luckily I brought along the map, or else we'll be lost.
First go to the Department Of Student & Alumni Affairs then to the admission office, then back again.
Whooo.....I tell you, I think we already walked more than 2km.
Leg very painful.....boooohoooo.....
But I still have to go for a job interview today. At Chinatown there...
As a promoter...of I dunno what....
But the pay is quite good lor....$60-$90 daily.
Better than the other jobs which doesn't even come close to $50 daily!!
So I'm gonna try for this job.
Hmmm....well....I guess this is it.
Can't be bothered to write more, maybe other time, when I have more energy.
So sleepy right now. Gonna go and relax now!!
Sayonara!!
These are some random photos that I took during the weekend.
Well, I got nothing to do so might as well spend the time doing stupid things.
My collection of bags!!! Hey, I bought them with my own money, ok??
Between these two, guess which one's my favourite??
The black one!! Yeah!! Love this bag so much!!
Look at that cloud hovering above the flats!! Amazing!!
Can you see his tongue sticking out?? What a funny cat.
Well, that's all the photos I took.
Can't really shoot that many photos anyway as my phone memory is quite low.
Went for my enrolment yesterday.
Hmmm...quite the same as Anna's, I might say.
But what the hell!!
I got the list of things I need to buy already, and you know how much they all cost??
$130!!!
Where am I supposed to find that money??
No job, no whatever??
Guess I have to be a relief teacher for three weeks, then.
Hopefully there'll be at least two assignments for me.
Ok, I gotta chao!!
See ya!! Hmm...yesterday I accompanied Anna to SP for her enrolment.
It was raining cats and dogs, literally.
And the dark clouds looming over heads....
Made my insides squirm with unease.
You know the 74 bus stop before Punggol Pri there??
Man, there was a flood!!
The rain accumulating down the road had already reached the pavement!!
And when a bus came, a tsunami washed over our feet.
Err....so dirty, so dirty...
And my feet and jeans were soaked wet.
The bus came at around 12:35pm.
Reached Ngee Ann Poly at around 1:15pm.
Stops go by as I tried to find the assumed stop for us to get down...
But to no avail....
We actually had passed by SP, but we thought there's another stop in front.
How stupid can we be??
In the end we got down at Holland...realising that we are lost.
Hahahaha....
But fret no more....
Cos we took the opposite bus and we finally reached our destination in no time.
Over there, everything had to queue.
Queue, queue, queue....
Like as if I'm at a polyclinic....
The only difference is the place is air-conditioned.
Freezing cold, dammit!!
My lips were turning blue!! And I was shivering non-stop!!
Wooooooooh.......
The enrolment done, we had to go upstairs...
And so room to room we went, all nothing important.
Lots of ccas to choose from....
I kind of like the sparkles cca and also the string ensemble.
Maybe I'm going to join both...yeah!!
Took a lot of my time, for goodness sake.
I wanted to watch Hikmah.
Booohoooo!!
Right, the last room we went were for obtaining the orientation package.
Got the T-shirt as well. FREE!
All the while I thought we had to buy the shirt.
Huuhuuu...stupid me....
That done, we went to the admission office to send the Mendaki form before we made our way to the bus stop.
In the bus...oh my gosh!! So cold!!!
So cold that Anna wanted to pee....badly...
Hahaha....poor you....hahaha
Ok, stop it....
We reached home at around 6 pm....
I missed Hikmah!!!
Damn, damn, damn.
Right, stop cussing already, will you?
Ok, I think that's all there is to yesterday's adventure,
If you can call it one, that is.
I'm still reeling from the exhaustion from yesterday,
So I better go now. BYE!
You know what??
I've really changed!!
I took a picture yesterday and I compared it to my previous photos...
I'll show you the photos...
Haha, well, the pictures are a bit blur, but can still see, right?
Top: When I was in sec 1...
A really awkward, shy kid who has low self-esteem...
Middle: When I was in sec 3...
Err....hate my hairstyle...makes me look bald.
Bottom: The present me!!!
Wooohoooo! Love the present me!!!
Oh no!! I've become obssesed with myself!!
Hahaha...no lah...just kidding.
I'm not going to be that kind of person.
Ok, I've got to go, real busy now!!
Taaa...!!!
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see
They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...
Stop and stareI
think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need
What u need, what u need...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...
I feel so exhausted!! Damn tired!!
Woke up at 7am. Man, I was planning on waking at 6:30am actually.
Cos I wanted to dry my hair first so that I can flat-iron them.
Hahaha...yes, I know how to use them, ok!!
In the end I still applied on damp hair.
Hopefully I won't burn my precious hair.
Took our own sweet time to dress-up.
Hehehehe....
Finally went out at around 9am, I think.
Went to Woodlands Civic Centre, the Medical Clinic there,
Dunno the name, don't care.
Did I tell you I went with Anna??
Yup, she's also the same poly with me.
So, we decided to go for the medical check-up together.
I gotta tell you, I waited for like an hour an a half for the receptionist to call me.
My legs...oh my god...I can't even sit...can feel the burning of the fats...
Huhuhuhu...
I felt dizzy as well. Well, that won't be the first time.
Had to take a urine test.
Ok, I won't go to details here...might not be appropriate.
Then give the nurse....alright, mine is normal, that means I have no diabetes!!
I'm scared shitless in this matter, you know.
Phew!!!
Oopsie, forgot to tell you we met Jasmine, Aton's buddy.
Came with her mother.
Right, then still have to wait for them to call me again.
Did eye, colour, weight and height test.
I will not be telling you my height and weight.
This information is only for me, not you.
Some things girls won't say aloud, I guess.
Then waited again. Did blood pressure.
Gosh that doctor had a loud voice, I tell you.
Very booming!!
Right.
Then went for x-ray.
Hurhurhur...had to take off my top and put on a robe.
Very embarassing.
Go out all the guys stare stare....
Very scary.....
Alright!! End of medical check-up!
Then off we go to the bank to pay our fees.
Aiyah...quite fast lah, very chop chop. No prob whatsoever.
Yay!! Finished!!
Went to the pasar malam beside the MRT.
Bought some snacks...yummy!!
Then went home!! Hurray!!
Still feel tired now, though I slept a little just now.
Oklah, I want to go now.
Got other things to do.
So.........SAYONARA!!
Did my pre-enrolment just now.
Took so long, I tell you, really really long.
Like almost an hour!! Hahaha!!
Have to go to the poly on 17 March. At 9:45am.
Hmmm......
That means I have to go out at 8am.
I should think the bus journey will be around an hour plus++.
But before that must pay the fees and also go for the check-up.
WAAHHHH!!!
Money money money!!!
Everything need money!!!
OK, that's all for now. I'll write more some other day.
Now wanna find some money!!
Yesterday went for interviews....at two places.
One at Orchard, which is at Takashimaya.
Hmmm...don't think I'll get the job, they wanted only full-timer.
Second is at Compass Point.
At the cake shop called Emicakes.
Man, I really don't like the boss there.
Errr...so like those fussy aunties, the typical ones.
And I met Stella there!!
Wooohooo!!
So glad to be able to meet her after so long!!
She was with her niece.
Soooo cute!! And sooo shy!!
Hahahaha.....
Oh wait, I forgot.
Before we went to CP, we dropped by the Shaw House.
Anna wanted to apply for a job there.
Erm....I don't really like the place there.
All the workers are malay!!
I don't really like working in an 'all malay' environment.
Very awkward, I tell you.
And the place is like so small, so cramp from the look of it.
And I got my poly package as well!!
So many things to do!! Headache!!
Ok, whatever, that can wait.
I'm going off now, wanna play some online game.
Bye!!
I'm feeling bad right now. Upset too.
All thanks to that damn NTUC!!
Didn't call me, so I suppose they didn't want me to work for them.
But I've got experience, dammit!!
What more do you want?
Hahahaha, right now I'm just self-loathing.
Nothing that concerns you, I'm sure.
Just let me be alone for some time, sort out my thoughts and emotions.
My temper is really unstable right now.
I'll get moody really easily.
Get angry for no good reason.
I hate it when I'm like this.
That's why I need to be alone for the time being.
I'll be myself sooner or later, no need to worry.
Right, enough of me whining.
I'm ending it here, I have no more mood to write anything else.
So I guess, see ya in the next post.
Hopefully I'll be myself by then.
