Time for me to complain again. Yay. Alright here's my first complain of the day. To those who always rush into the train when the doors open, HAVE YOU NO BRAIN?!! Can't you at least let us alight first before you ambush?? It will be soooo much faster and less messier if you just do that. And nobody will get stuck at the door, pushing past each other to get out or to get in. Saves time and there will be less pissed off people, including me. I wish they'd do that, seriously.

First complaint done, here comes the next one. Sometimes I feel so much older than my real age. Looks older too. I dun feel all that youthful, since I dun really get to do those activities people my age would do. Like.....going out with my friends as much as I can. I would like to do that very much. I want to be independent, but being cooped up at home won't allow me to be so. Being at home so much will definitely get me sooo much fatter, no matter how much I try to exercise to stay in shape. Sorry, if you are reading this, please just bear with my complains and whining. I just need a place to put my thoughts and emotions into. I really want to speak out, but am afraid you would just rebut me with all the reasonings that you have and leave me with nothing else to say. People ask how I could stand this but what can I do? Run away from home? You may do that but I know better than to do that. They did so much for me, and will running away solve anything? I dun think so. Of cos I feel pressurized and at times I get jealous of my friends who get that freedom to do as they like. What else can I do than to just continue my life as it is and hope the freedom I get will increase gradually. Hmmm, so I guess this is everything to do with freedom?

Alright that's enough of my whining. I need a life plan, man.