Story-of-my-life

Tuesday

I'm going training nxt week. And I'm training for the things I've already known. Uurrghhh.....POS training. Hellooo....how long have I been working as a cashier? 1 yr and 4 mths, that's how long I've been one. But I guess its crucial for us to at least go for the training, and get the badge, so they won't bother us anymore, yeah? So I'll try my best to pass the test that we'll be having on the third day of the training. Oh yeah, and I'll be going to the training together with Winnie. Yay! At least I'm not going alone, I'll have someone to talk to and bully! Hehehee.......

~ It is a joy to have a friend by your side.

Saturday

Sometimes I just don't understand these people. One moment they are happily laughing together, next, they will be arguing and shouting at each others head. They argue like they are to the point of strangling each others throat and the next moment I look at them, they will be laughing again. Omigosh, so confusing, but I like it. Like as they said it, 'Let bygones be bygones', no point dwelling in something that's not worth wasting your time.
And I managed to lose 2kgs in 4 days! Gonna keep it up. Mind you, I'm not dieting, ok, the loss is purely from exercising. And of course, watching what I eat. Moderation, people. That's important.

~ Anything is possible when you put your mind, heart, and soul into it.

Thursday

Sometimes I think that guys are sooooo typical when it comes to girls. Well, not all guys, but lots of them that I've come into contact with are as such. Its true what they say that its hard to find a really good guy, almost to the point of being impossible. Being friends are fine with me, but if you want to say being together as a couple, er, I might take a rain check. No offense guys, I'm not talking about anyone specific. So, back to my point, the first thing they ask is 'what's your height and weight?' I mean is that even important? I don't know about you guys, but for me, if I want to get to know someone, the first I ask will definitely not be 'what's your appearance like? Are you handsome and tall, what's your height and your weight?" Knowing all of that should come later, don't you think so? To me, being able to know what that someone's like is the most important to me. The person's likes and dislikes, and the way the person think is very important to me as well. Sigh. I know not all of you are like that, so don't get angry with me, I'm not stereotyping anyone.

~ Beauty lies in the heart of a person.

Monday

Seriously pissing me off, you ungrateful little @$#%@^@. You even dare to make me feel guilty when it's not even my fault. Be thankful that I didn't scream at your face. Don't try to test my patience, I'm gonna explode once I've had enough.

~ Everyone has their own limits. Don't overstep it.

Saturday

Hi blog, we meet again, i have no idea who's been reading my post so i'm gonna leave it at that. Over the past few days, I had some self-reflection moments. Over what I had done so far with my life and so forth. Decided that I'm gonna try and find a better me, try to come out from the shell that I've been hiding in. It's definitely not going to be a sudden change, but slowly, yeah, I'm gonna discover my inner being. The first step I'm taking on is to start my exercise regime again, and lose these 'too much' extra weight that I've put on since graduating secondary school. I believe my inner self-confidence might improve when I start to like my own body. So far, I definitely do not like what I see in the mirror. Don't take me wrong, I'm thankful that I am an able bodied but I would just like me to be more fitter than now. Alright, I'm stopping here since I've got to get ready for work. Gonna update more in the future to come.

~ There's always choices in life, you just need to choose the right one.

Action speaks louder than words

Wednesday

Words don't mean anything if they've been thrown into the bin after being said. And the words you've said does not match with what you really are. Describing yourself with pretty little words does nothing to cover that up. Your actions will speak louder than the words you said, or written. I might suggest that you try to reflect upon yourself for being such a hypocrite person. I can go on and on continuously regarding your behavior, or your flaws which you called them in so many occasions. Behavioral flaws are there so people may notice and reprimand you, in order for you to realize and hence may change for the better. Physical flaws on the other hand, can't be changed, so nothing can be done about this matter. But never, ever, use your physical appearance to take advantage of others. Though you may not notice, but others close to you will know you for who you truly are and you can't run away from that.

~ The heart may hurt, but it will heal, definitely.

How rude can you be?

You scolded me ~ or should I say, shouted at me.

And the way you do it, it all seems so fake.

Trying to show that you are such a big shot.

You've just made me hate you much more than before.

I used to like you a little.

Now my perceptions have totally reversed.

If you have scolded me and then advised me, there won't be this much emotions in me.

You scolded as if it was entirely my fault.

I have much flaws and I admit them.

You too have a lot of flaws which can be seen in plain sight.

Do you even know?

Monday

I'm updating, after a~what?~almost a month of being MIA?
Yeah, let's just say some stuffs happened.
Don't ask me to elaborate on that.
Stuffs just happened.
Don't need for the world to know, yeah?

Alright, first and foremost, I would like to wish all muslimin and muslimat out there "Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir Dan Batin."
Hope you guys have lots of enjoyable and memorable times spent together with your loved ones.
I sure did. Heheh.
And I uploaded some photos taken on the 1st day of Raya with the whole family, including a photo of the Honey Cornflakes that I made. :)

Me with my sister, Farizan who's sitting for her N-levels this year.
Ganbatte, girl! And study hard!!

The four eldest girls in the family.

Me and Anna, the girl who will forever be short. Muahahaha.....
~she looks like an auntie wearing that specs :x~

And finally, pictures of the whole family!!